this day

my eyes are heavy.

i'm still gonna write in case anyone thinks i'm dead already.
no time to take pictures. no time for anything.
i'm seeing my colleagues more than i see my parents.
and that's a sentence from a colleague.

which sums up everything.

and i hate primary school.
the kids aren't exactly camper material.
how do you become a trainer for kids who don't even want to listen.
if only i could show them what life is about.
but then i don't want them to lose their childhood.
but right now, their childhood is runing my life.
that's an exaggeration.
i know you know what i mean.
if there is any kid that's reading this, take note.
please listen to your trainers during camp.
they wake up at 630 and sleep at 330 just for you.

OK?
alright.
ALRIGHT?
ok.

camps have gotten in my head.

the chilli story: part 3

the chilli story: part 2.

the chilli story. for the times when i feel a little spicy. for the times when spice is nice. for the times when i got nothing else to do but stare at a pair of chilli padi(s) and say, "boys, you look like you've got a story to tell". don't bother asking me for the meaning of this piece. i'd just make something up and make you think i'm a genius. which i'm not.

this day

i hope the whole world sees this.


PROTECT OUR FORESTS!!!!!


in the midst of dwindling natural resources such as fuel, many are forgetting that our natural forests is as important as any natural resource.

think of medicine. think of the natural cycle of life. you're looking at something that has supported mankind ever since we have existed.

i won't go into details until i've researched further. but i think it's just plain common sense. everyone should practise abit of responsibility.

lets think more like tarzan. live with the forest.

ahh i'd love that.
now where's my jane.

3 circles: disillusioned

reduce and re-use... and of course, recycle old rejected photos. i just got no time to go out and take new ones... and no photo buddy as well...what to do.. This phalaenopsis sp. photo taken from National Orchid Garden.

this day

back from a camp and im still wondering what had hit me.

deja vu~

was on the bus home when i realised there were snippets of moments that seemed like they happened twice.
or maybe it's just me thinking i'm getting psychic.

anyway~

from this point now, i'm giving my life a rating of 8/10.

sure there are things that still worry me but come on,
for every obstacles i faced there were always alternative paths which took me to somewhere better.
maybe i like looking to the positive. and i know i'm being patient with alot of things.
and i owe it to the time i sat down beside loneliness on bus 154 to school.
it came to me the greatest attribute anyone could have is patience.
not many would look at pain and hardship in the eye and say you won't bring me down.
even lesser are the people who would look at hardship and pain in the eye and say i'll walk with you and hold your hand cause it will make me a better person.

i'm on that mission.

just look at it this way. lack of patience cause distress.
tell me how can you have a perfect world?
now you inject abit of patience to the billions of people around the world and imagine the outcome.

back to the camp.

loved it. even though there was a constant claustraphobic feeling of 20 out of control children surrounding you and making some of the top 5 most irritating noises in Shy's Most Irritating Noise list, i loved it.

getting more of that soon so i'm gonna keep scraping my skin so that it'll grow thicker by then.

3 days 2 nights i haven't sat on the toilet bowl so i'm gonna do so now.

smellios~